Exploring What’s Blocking Your Purpose
Most whom have a situation where this is something blocking purpose, resist, scoff, judge, etc. Why? Because they have found another way feeling aligned, but the death of a spiritual part of them would tell them different if they would allow it to talk to them. The sadness within that energy is deep like an ocean. The anger within the barriers is the cancer eating them up inside.
Poverty mindset is something I’ve been trying to delve into for a number of years and God is good. He is helping me figure this out through my gift of reading shadowed aspects within generational and past life energy.
Exploring what’s blocking you purpose is loving yourself enough to know the pathways that were may have been wilderness journeys felt needed but you didn’t know why that was so. You are a survivor and the Lord loved you through these moments, even through His longsuffering for you.
This is a mercy and grace moment for 14% of the population around the world. This is where if you feel you know God or not, you dig into that energy within you, no matter how far you need to go and hold on tight. Then breathe. Remember to breathe and if you find yourself doubting come back to this line, laugh at yourself to let go of the energy, and breathe some more.
The Blocking Purpose Journey
The blocking purpose journey is held within a field of opportunity with doubt, and fear mixed with dreams of possibilities, along with a pioneer drive of determination. This is the heathen journey and the roots for many may hold blames of heathen actions within past life or generational harm done to ancestors. The article linked above, talks about the mirror within the blame of what is typically known within the definition of heathen. The journey to get there is simple. Someone wanted to change the family hardship, a friend’s family’s hardship, the community, the world, or something in between by inventing something or helping others in different ways than known to anyone, and change scared people. The influences then stopped God from doing the work within the person stopped, and a purpose was behind a wall to be forgotten as another route was forced to be taken.
Out of the 14% of the world, 11% of these situations are of the rich and famous. They don’t believe they are within the poverty mindset, because they found a way around their purpose to earn. This was inherent and is inherent in what is within the barriers in many as a result, creating distortions with regards to the Laws of the Universe and how they are perceived.
The inner battle that becomes is a combination of generational energy and/or past life energy. Some of this energy may have deep roots of abuse, where many began believing the rod needed to be used to punish the child. Spanking became an acceptable way of living for many and was one of the pandemic type societal energies of days of old. When someone is in resistance and bouncing from a heathen perspective trying to control another from doing what the person fears the most inside of them, they lash out. This builds and physical abuse becomes if the person chooses to down trod that boundary within them self and another.
The allowance of a “spanking is not abuse, it is the family way or it was accepted in society” as an in mind message may have generational roots where an ancestor died of physical abuse, and the swing in either spanking, yelling, or controlling by any other means becomes the way to corral anyone they feel changes the path for themselves. This is Cain and Abel energy, where Abel tended to field not in the original family direction, and Cain held true but had a misdirect on his tithe because of his belief Abel fell by not tending to crops the same as him. The murder of what happened is this same pattern. The energy may not be that old within you, but it may have had an energetic connection to something within creation.
The fear of a child failing and moving them away from a purpose by telling them they’ll never be successful is inherent in all 14% current life experience. The battle within the family or within the person is within extremes and often one will find ways to overcome what was. Out of the 14% only 0.94% will find themselves killing another, all the willing not knowing why. The root is the darkness within them was a hurt energy from feeling lost within a forest and drowning within an ocean at the same time.
Exploring What’s Blocking Your Purpose
When exploring what’s blocking your purpose, there may become a desperation where by the spirit reaches for help and hangs onto it. Often this is to a Guidance and the energetic hold becomes a rooted energy that feels like a network of energetic paths where they find information and take before you can say “no, this isn’t meant for you at this time”. How this expands from here, many find boundaries through God and a personal determination to find that path to God, because of a fear they trust within their gut to need a boundary.
If this isn’t cared for with the proper boundaries which honor themselves or another, they may develop a habit of psychic connections unknowingly, and of the silent nature where they reach for information from another to build an intuitive gut instinct for direction. I call these false psychic connections. It is the hurt soul desperate to follow their own purpose but the journey in this life and maybe many others created a habitual rooted way of being seeking outward to another person, if they bounced from the Guidance their soul used to know as their purpose but the battle that became created a shroud for it.
And in this mountain, the Lord of hosts will make for all people a feast of choice pieces, a feast of wines on the lees, of fat things full of marrow, of well-refined wines on the lees. And He will destroy on this mountain the surface of the covering cast over all people, and the veil that is spread over all nations. He will swallow up death forever, and the Lord God will wipe away tears from all faces; the rebuke of His people He will take away from all the earth; for the Lord has spoken. Isaiah 25:6-8
Any mask worn to hide whom you are is hiding yourself in a mountain. When there is energy blocking purpose you are hiding from yourself with many masks designed to look and feel like you but the energy is within a death the more masks you form intentionally. The good news is this. If you are willing to see abundance within potential, you will find the feast of such the Lord provides within the mountain you are hiding within, trying to be close to the purpose you seek.
The nourishment designed within your very bones is what you need to build structure in your life.
Trusting Divine Timing
When you go back into a moment where you ran from the feast the Lord showed you, you are standing in front of a board showing you direction and timing and giving you a choice. You got scared and chose the free will “I can do this my own way” button. To stand in that spot and know you stumbled, is difficult but having this courage is worth celebrating as abundance. When this happens you go into resistance and the rock you stand upon moves out from under your feet, breaking into pieces in a damnation cycle. Jesus walked with you along the shoreline trying to help you but something happened and you chose not to pursue the walk with him. The emotions, the rock, and the sand formed intentionally to block yourself and others from working within this purpose create an energetic damnation on many. Limiting not only yourself but the entire magnified abundance of what was possible for the world to receive.

The next step is to seek the timing differential within a flowing of charge within your potential. This is similar to choosing to shut off a light switch and cut the flow of electricity to a brilliant idea, believing you’ve got what you need and can do it. It is an electrical flow of emotional energy within a takhys (Greek for tachy) and has a potential connection to generational or personal ventricular tachycardia. If life becomes difficult or challenging this may create a reaction where you are finding it hard to breathe through these moments, this may lead to a pneumonia where there is damage to the heart causing a electrical signal blip at times.
Take the tachy out of life.
Instead of rushing forth, feeling you’ve got this, lean into a trust in Guidance more.
Learn to pause before running.
Learn to let the Lord take the ores when you are on the rapids in life so you don’t get bumped around.
If you are ready to lean into the muscle memory more, notice: the mountain journey and trust the paths, recognize the moments where the valley is needed within grace, find the field moments and stop running from the pioneer in you, and don’t jump ship within those ocean or sea moments tossing your inner fire behind you sinking the ship meant to help you navigate the waters.
I’ve lived this…in part
Years ago this was me. I was filled with anxiety, trying to work through purpose in life in downtrodden struggles, and ended up with pneumonia which was diagnosed later as the cause of a heart defect which was found when I was kickboxing to both lose weight and find a path of emotional release so I was a better mom when I got home to my kids. The physical ailments were the messages from my spirit, telling me there was a purpose misalignment and I needed to find my way back to it. I did, and eventually found the other one, my soul knew about also.
For my journey, there was an Ascended Master that knew me and saw me. He wouldn’t allow my energy to go outward to another human being, no matter what desperation there was. There was a boundary and it needed to stay intact, no matter how down trodden I felt. God knew the boundary and honored it, with an acceptance by me unknowingly. I hold this now.
There were other boundaries and many due to inherent needs to help me rise up, unknowingly into my Ascended Mastership once more, through a veil masking purpose inherent at birth. Like many I hold much adorned jewels within me I haven’t figured out how to use and much I didn’t think of finding. This is the journey the Lord nurtures within forming purpose and change potentials in forging Love within creation, His creation.





