Addiction to External Power

Facing an addiction to external power needs the breath of life within empowerment and grace held together to know you are held in Love through this. If you are pointing your knowingness towards another consider pausing, because your reaction to another’s external power is held within addiction to external power also. Just as in the other addictions we don’t necessarily realize within our life, there are stages of the journey that becomes the addiction to external power.

If you have the courage to face your own addiction to external power the paths open up within potential of love for yourself and life. The horizons are filled with potential you didn’t see within the colors before.

So far in this series I wrote about the addiction to stress, the addiction to disharmony, and the addiction to fitting in. One can say they connect as a build of energy, but there are stages in connection, not the full path. When you find yourself in the external power energy it may be yours coming back to you in ways you aren’t comfortable, but it also may be moments where you are far too open and are receiving their power in ways you will eventually need to unpack or will feel the weight of it all holding you back.

Addiction to External Power

Addiction to external power is the fight for survival and need to be heard and seen. The difference between letting the flow of what may become held within the nurturing power of God’s abundance for you in life, is you use the external power of what you fight through to survive to make life possible. The wreckage between one and the other is different in numbers and timing.

The resistance to external power is an addiction to external power. Trust in the healing potential to what is possible to see within yourself as you find the lost parts of whom you are within the external powers that took parts of you when they over powered whom you are. This is a calling to face the rod of lessons for life, see the shadows as lessons, and to face the spankings for what they were an external power overthrowing our child’s selves. Our creative natural ways of being deserve to hold our child selves in a love far greater than the lesson held within abuse moments.

There are 6 stages held within the road for addiction to external power: uncertainty within worthlessness, determination for more, impoverished passion, survival grip, resistive narrowing, and inverted emotional mastery. For those here knowing the path you chose to rise up and know more aspects of lost potential. You chose to live and know true heart centered ways of living a few years ago, and this is your road for recovery.

The 6 Stages to Addictions to External Power

Stage 1: Uncertainty within Worthlessness

The timings in life we know, as we begin to walk through life. Often we roll with what becomes. This uncertainty we know is held within potential, but when worthlessness becomes part of any experience how we accept this within whom we are defines an identity we hold.

For many there is generational natural ways of being, designed within worthlessness over many generations. The impoverishment in worthiness is real and the appendix of after thoughts of what worthiness means by definition within creation is one we should all seek to know.

Our center of worthiness is connected to our physical appendix, so for those desiring to know true worthiness what is held within the appendix of after thoughts of what worthiness means?

Addiction to external power, in these moments, is held within your inner self where you don’t know why you feel worthless, or life had you made to feel this way. This may be obvious when family reacts and love within the home is impoverished, but past lives and how we endured also add to how we respond in reaction and deflection.

Rapes in history held within a person is a knowingness plunders and pillages of value, worthiness, and energy is possible. Holding this in unhealed past life events or generational history not fully healed through forgiveness is frozen time held in uncertainty. The same is true for any event where worthiness was held in impoverishment for abundance potential. Time becomes frozen when unforgiveness is, and we can’t reach the forgiveness due to uncertainty.

The uncertainty in these will feel like an ice wall or rock wall is needed in protection or you need to use your tree of life to break down the fortress of another.

Stage 2: Determination for More

Your determination for more may be needing more information about yourself or about another. The knowingness felt held within that after thought of worthiness, the appendix of your life, is to drive forward determined to get the answers you need; determined to receive your nourishment no matter what this takes. For those whom suffered abuse in this life or another, the tether holding you within a space in time is known deep within you. This is the bungee cord for that energetic burden. The determination for more becomes you stretching in resistance to forgiveness.

The natural timing in your life becomes a few steps forward and then back.

The tolerance within the muscle memory you have within your physical life, is held within the timed patterns of your determination for more.

The burdens chosen to pull through life to make it worthwhile are after you broke free of the anchored past and are on the pallet attached to the bungee cord around your waist. The mountain journeys become difficult to walk up along, when you are dragging the pallet full of rocks captured in the avalanche. For those that knew how to chip away at life to figure things out, this may feel like you are moving down a mountain of another, sliding down their shale pile for what was left from your determination for more.

How are you injecting your determination for life within life?

The stretch within this resistive determination feeds passion, but within what continuum of love for life?

Stage 3: Impoverished Passion

Many feel passion is dirty. They feel it feeds iniquity, but it doesn’t, as long you know the true value and worthiness designed within the passion for life. Impoverished passion holds the lower vibrational forms of love for life. The manifestations for abundance we are Guided to walk along the way are worthy of holding within our hearts so they are worthy of knowing within a healthy passion for life also. Facing uncertainty is the first step to knowing this journey.

Any fire steeped in anger, pride, and held within a limitation for a higher perspective is essentially choosing to be warmed by embers of hell. It is impoverished passion.

Impoverished passion is judging another for how they are, how they look, and choosing to limit what life could hold for abundance. Impoverished passion is believing you need to be a specific way or look a specific way to succeed.

Where is the fire within you and what does it look like?

Is it held within the flow of what could be a healthy form of uncertainty or by a survival grip bound in a “come hell or high water” kind of being?

Stage 4: Survival Grip

For those with a survival grip on life, you’ve lived but have yet to live. Abundance is more than the visions you’ve had before. The grip that began when you felt uncertainty within worthlessness is the beginning stages for this life for your survival grip. There are many, though, whom have historical depths of survival grips trying to hold onto what happened believing the burdens within history is a badge for identity. I have a belief, if our ancestors knew their unforgiveness would impact and limit our life or theirs in the future, they would have forgiven anything.

The survival grip within history doesn’t need to define our future.

The survival grip within power isn’t.

The frustrations of impoverished life feed a need and determination to assert an desire to survive. When one projects this need, they are letting another know they need to be heard, understood, and seen in worthiness, even if they don’t feel that way. This is the “fake it until you make it” part of societal limiting beliefs.

The survival grip on a person’s life defines the structures within their life. It can also destroy another’s in an instant. Addiction to external power is defining the grip on life, within survival and choosing to define and design the structures of life within this.

Victim, as an identity, is disempowerment within the dry bones of life.

With each tear shed or not able to the nourishment within structures of life deplete and the living waters are forgotten about. The nature instinct is to hold onto life anyway possible. This defines your survival grip.

As you hold onto life, trying to love it in new ways, while holding the burdens the grip narrows within determination.

The fist that becomes, holds a target and how you face and use both in life, defines your addiction to external power.

Stage 5: Resistive Narrowing

Resistive narrowing is held within the fist gripping onto life. It is the moment one chooses to push into a false narrow pathway. It is the combination of moments where one takes rock under a foot and either chips away at it, or pushes someone aside to take what they believe is theirs. Resistive narrowing is using these materials to form a future. In these moments the unworthiness known from the past, empowered by the determination as impoverished passion follows the structures designed to flow and the resistance becomes integrated within whom they are.

The reasonings become identities.

I’m this way.

This is how we are.

When someone resists this way of being, they feel the resistance to change within the other. The battle is a need to either assert yourself, destroy another, or take from another. In the end, the addiction is destroying your potential each moment you let yourself feed off of this structural form of living.

Resistive narrowing can be the need to feel uplifted or worthy. This is drawing out of another a need to get help, even knowing the other may not feel they have the time nor energy to accommodate.

The structures you have in life, are they rooted in a codependency?

Is the stiffness within your back formed from an inverted emotional mastery?

Stage 6: Inverted Emotional Mastery

Inverted emotional mastery is being cold to facing and showing emotions, unless it is designed within the structures of the determination within this addiction to external power being formed. The resistive narrowing, of a continuum of emotions limiting one’s perspectives in life and about life, form what is only known as potential for life.

It is like knowing the emotions of what you can hold and express safely, and then inverting that pocket so no more change can happen. No more emotions are needed to form what life could be. You are whom you and no one can tell you differently. This is your emotional mastery. The rock is cement locking your feet into a way of living, that may take centuries to breakdown. For some they were there before, or were born into such a way of living. To wade through this ground is consuming and creates a fighter as they swing from bully to victim easily in a cyclical way within triggering expectations.

Inverted emotional mastery is an inverted love expressed for life, for yourself, and for any others.

To unlock love within a higher potential, one must choose to unlock emotional connections within a continuum they believed was fully designed but isn’t.

Addiction to External Power, in Relation to the 10 Most Common Addictions

The pathway to common addictions, is often driven by the need to be accepted or to escape life. The safe path in escapism that leads to these common addictions is due to boundaries of acceptance that become comfortable within the shadows of life. These become natural ways of being, in a shadowed form of whom you are becoming, stretched in allowance to forget even more.

For any tendencies the connection to an environment is a feeding in a craving whereby the chemicals within the substance generate a false sense of balance within the body. Please note the levels are measurements out of ten.

Alcohol, in relation to the six stages, has an energetic commonality that varies with the type of alcohol within the addiction to external power.

Beer: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 10
Wine: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 7
Spirits: stage 1 is level 2, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 6

Nicotine with regards to addictions to external power, has a similar energetic pattern for various types of smoking, including vaping.

Cigarettes: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 2, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4
Cigars: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 1, stage 6 is level 7
Nicotine Pouches: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 3
Tobacco: stage 1 is level 10, stage 2 is level 6, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 2
Vapes: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 8
Nicotine Gum/Patches: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 7, stage 6 is level 2

Marijuana with regards to addictions to external power, have variations in responding to worthlessness seeded within them while needing to grip onto a survival of what was. They are based upon the level of potency of the marijuana as well as the patterns the person developed within life. This relates to any form of marijuana product.

THC of 7-14: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 10
THC of 14-24: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 1, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 6
THC of 24-38: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 8 stage 6 is level 7
THC of 38-54: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 4

Opioids (pain killers) within these types of treatments, in relation to an addiction to external power, follow these types of patterns in levels and stages.

Codeine: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 7, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 4, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 1
Vicodin: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 3
OxiContin: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 10, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4

Inhalants vary in type used and reason, but the patterns are there for those that desire to know the relation to addiction to external power.

Solvents: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 2
Aerosols: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 2
Gases: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 1, stage 6 is level 9
Nitrites: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4

Cocaine in relation to the addiction to external power, has patterns in level and stages known to be dependent upon a determination and resistive narrowing to stay true to the inverted emotional mastery.

In combination with alcoholic Events: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 6, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 3
For work: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 5
For sex: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 6
To murder another: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 10

Heroin, including fentanyl, in relation to the addiction to external power, has patterns in level and stages, known to be dependent upon various health concerns at work. Safety protocols in addition to what has been implemented is recommended.

Carcinogenic: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 10
Aluminum exposure: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 1, stage 6 is level 8
Respiratory disease: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 7, stage 6 is level 5
Weld Atmospheric Nitrogen: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 6, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4
Sex trade diseases: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 5
Laser Printer chemicals: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 5
Tannin process within oak barrels: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 2, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 3
Chalk dust: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 1, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 8
Oil lubricants: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 6
DEHP (Di-2-ethylhexyl phthalate): stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 10

Stimulants, benzodiazepines, and barbiturates in relation to addiction to external power, are similar in nature where they tend to treat a low or crash within your life.

Diabetes Type 1: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 2, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 8
Diabetes Type 2: stage 1 is level 2, stage 2 is level 7, stage 3 is level 4, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 4
Hypoglycemic coma: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 1, stage 3 is level 6, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 2
Bipolar Disorder: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 7
Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 5, stage 3 is level 1, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 10
Narcolepsy: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 2

Addiction to External Power, in Relation to Other Types of Addictions

The addictions or dependencies below are a false desire being driven through a hormone deficiency or a physical ailment growing in harmful ways, similar to a cancerous tumor, but it may not be cancer.

Co-dependency or Relationship Dependencies, are addiction patterns whereby the person is comforted by themselves or seeks comfort from another, but it disempowers themselves and another while doing so. The dependency becomes unhealthy when other aspects of one’s life is not honored and becomes out of balance.

Reasonings to coerce an agreement: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 9
Expectation patterns resulting in an argument: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 10
Blaming others: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 5, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 8
Escaping with the other: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 2
Depending for clarity: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 4
Depending for agreement: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4
Reasoning with relationship ties to comply: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 3
Reasoning to enable crossing boundaries: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 7

Food or Non-Alcoholic Drinks Addiction is dependent upon the significance for the choices.

Poverty in reasoning for sacrifice: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 4, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 6
Craving misdirect in avoidance: stage 1 is level 10, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 8
Poverty in love of nourishment: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 6, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 5
Poverty in love of life: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 6
Misdirect for season of life: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 8

Technology Addiction is typically in response to avoidance patterns and escaping truths.

Poverty in valuations for perceptions: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 10, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 4, stage 5 is level 7, stage 6 is level 3
Outward patterns for comfort: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 5, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 6
Outward patterns feeding fears: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4
Acceptance of societal patterns as fact: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 6, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 6
Reasoning to “always have done it that way”: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 7, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 8

Shopping Addiction is typically in response to impoverished passion and inverted emotional mastery.

Poverty in valuations for perceptions: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 8
Outward patterns for comfort: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 2, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 3
Outward patterns feeding fears: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 10
Acceptance of societal patterns as fact: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 4
Misdirect for season of life: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 6

Volatile Substance Addiction is dependent upon the draw within intrigue, in combination with a poverty of love for such reactions.

Fire: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 3, stage 5 is level 7, stage 6 is level 10
Explosives: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 4, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 5
Vehicular accidents: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 10, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 8
Firearms: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 7, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 9, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 10
Extreme weather patterns: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 5, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 2, stage 5 is level 7, stage 6 is level 9

Sex Addiction is dependent upon the poverty of love and the drive to escape the volatile disharmony patterns, creating a loop of disharmony.

Corporal punishment survivor: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 8, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 2, stage 6 is level 8
Illusionary replacement: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 6, stage 6 is level 4
Media dependency: stage 1 is level 3, stage 2 is level 7, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 9, stage 6 is level 4
Commitment reasoning: stage 1 is level 7, stage 2 is level 2, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 6, stage 5 is level 3, stage 6 is level 6

Gambling Addiction is dependent upon the avoidance patterns of the parents or generational patterns not faced, nor healed.

Emotional avoidance: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 8, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 6
Risk aversion for arguments: stage 1 is level 8, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 5, stage 4 is level 1, stage 5 is level 8, stage 6 is level 9
Poverty in time management: stage 1 is level 6, stage 2 is level 3, stage 3 is level 9, stage 4 is level 5, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 8
Zero tolerance for outside negative perceptions: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 7, stage 3 is level 4, stage 4 is level 8, stage 5 is level 10, stage 6 is level 4
Endless stream of money beliefs: stage 1 is level 4, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 3, stage 4 is level 10, stage 5 is level 4, stage 6 is level 8
Playing the odds: stage 1 is level 5, stage 2 is level 9, stage 3 is level 2, stage 4 is level 7, stage 5 is level 5, stage 6 is level 10

Facing addiction to external power is not easy. It isn’t easy seeing yourself as a bully when you hold the victim label, but many find the swing comfortable trying to be heard and seen. This isn’t the healthy way of being in life, and living within this energy over many lives isn’t easy either. I’ve broken down the moments of stages within this article and hopefully you find it helpful to begin helping yourself know the road you have been on and can heal from.