How Blind Faith Revealed my Path

Do you ever feel unworthy of the path you are on? Have you ever wondered, “why me?”? This is where I am sitting at this very moment. I am humbled beyond words to be put on this path, to help others discover theirs. I’m being asked to share more about my journey and the paths that led me to my gifts. While I’ve shared my journey in other ways, the steps to finding balance within a transformation were confusing because the Laws of the Universe were hijacked. Today, I’m sharing how blind faith revealed my path by finding balance within transformations as it was meant to flow.

As we embark on a new adventure together, I’m being asked to share my journey so others may be able to explore their own journey with this blind faith, called trust in self and trust in intuition. That is correct.

Blind faith is trusting in your own intuition to know the value a path will bring to your life.

Blind faith is trusting yourself to step forward in knowing it is worthwhile doing so.

This is where I am now. I am taking blind faith as I share words that I’m being guided to share, knowing they will help bring value and worth to my own healing journey and knowing they bring value and worth to those that need support.

It is hard to sometimes share my journey, but I know that I am here, in this life, to emulate how to find balance, so you know that it brings value and worth to your life experiences. I originally wrote this article in 2021 to help bring balance when I found myself resisting sharing this part of my journey. Today, I am editing this as I enter another expansive shift in my journey.

Sharing in these moments is not always easy but it is helping bring balance within the energies I am feeling, for I know the path I’ve chosen for a soul experience and know it was Divine guidance that brought me to this place in my spiritual journey. As I awoke today, I received a nudge to edit this article once again. This article represents part of my journey in getting to know my soul and the gifts I received from other life experiences.

I know I’ve shared this blind faith message before but I am guided to help you know the path for bringing balance when you are shown parts of the path ahead but feel uncertain as to what comes with it. This is where I was when I initially received my healing knowledge from a past life experience and this is where I am today once again.

So, like before, I bravely take the steps forward not knowing the full picture as to what this path may bring, but I know it has value for my life. My intuition is telling me this on a soul level as I was shown value in exploring what this gift could do for me and others. As I allow myself to share my journey this way, it may give others the strength and courage to explore the value of new paths and receive knowledge from their souls with Divine Guidance so they too can know the worthiness it brings for the path they chose.

The spiritual journey is a personal relationship with your soul. It is the paths you take in deepening that relationship with your soul and allowing yourself to explore what fires light up your soul. These fires are the life experiences your soul desired for this life experience and the fires that were lit from other lives that are available to help you expand those flames further within this life. these flames may be gifts or knowledge your soul desires you to remember, but they also may be new experiences your soul desired you to have.

Venturing forth can feel scary, however, from my experience, it is both comforting and empowering. I know this now, but when I first ventured forward it took blind faith as I felt my soul crying out to me for a deeper relationship. In truth, if I hadn’t taken a chance in discovering what was beyond my limited version of myself, I wouldn’t be helping people like I am today.

The path to knowing your soul and the gifts or knowledge it holds can bring massive change to your life. It could also bring depth to what you’ve been doing but in new unique forms. For my journey in this life, I spent over 20 years as an Engineer, then found my life going down what I thought was a completely new path. In the journey to find me once again, and not give up on a life I desired deep within my heart, I reconnected with my soul and the true life experiences my soul desired for this life.

For me, the paths I took to be here in this moment use my Engineering life experiences in unique ways. Many might not realize it but I see it and have found it extremely helpful in expanding the gifts I did receive from other life experiences. You read that correctly I use the value I’ve gained from this life experience to expand the gifts and knowledge I gained in other life experiences.

Big shifts in messages from your soul can be scary. They can be confusing and it can take courage to explore them if you think you must use them exactly as you used them in other lives. While my path to this point, may seem drastically different and confusing for some, it has been a beautiful and empowering journey toward freedom and balance once again. If you have been following my career path journey, I was an Engineer, then a lifestyle blogger (to find my voice once again), then a life coach that also healed stuck energy for others. This is where I am now, but I am about to embark on another transformative path that I have been preparing to enter for close to a year.

This preparation has taken me through many, many small transformations to heal my own individual energies as I looked for balance moving forward. This is what I am going to share with you so you know the path to finding balance within a transformation as well.

Life Altering Experiences can be Scary but You Are Supported Always

Years ago before I left my Engineering career, I felt the nudge to explore something deeper. However either the timing was not correct or something was lost in the Divine messages to me. Either way, I couldn’t figure out the path I was meant to take. I continued until I couldn’t anymore. My soul was crying for help because I was being taken down a path that was connected but not fully aligned with my true purpose. This is when my Engineering career took a hard turn and my life flipped upside down, and not in a good way. I shared in the article for the Laws of the Universe what part of my purpose is. Well, you could say that my life crashing was a direct result of the energies trying to stop me.

Fortunately after having almost every life experience being hunted and killed in some way, this time the Divine prepared me and armed me with the support and guidance to get me through every moment so I would not repeat the endings from other lives. I was given the strength and guidance I needed to transform through harsh circumstances, so you would have an easier time stepping into your transformations now.

For each shift in my life, since I left Engineering, the transformations have been uncertain for me and my family. The knowledge that I’ve received and past life gifts that I choose to use have transformed my life, transformed my clients’ lives, and shifted my career path into uncertain waters more times than I can count.

I felt scared and at times it was hard to find the courage within to move forward. When I was judging myself for the past actions and beliefs I had, I leaned on the love I had for a life I desired with my family. I leaned on the courage my Divine Masculine Master Teacher and Divine Masculine Archangel sent me to know the true value each brings to the path I was on. I leaned on the love others had for me that in no way judged what I was experiencing.

I leaned into all of this hard, knowing I was supported

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until I loved myself enough to let go of the limiting beliefs I had about my own identity and the path my soul chose to experience in this life.

With each uncertain moment and having to face each emotion and limiting belief, I felt resistance rise up within me. In those moments loving energy from my Divine Feminine support system helped guide me through releasing it all so I could know my own worthiness enough to keep moving forward. This is what I knew before I chose to face the uncertainty.

I was done feeling stuck.

My soul was crying out to be seen and to be heard.

While transformation in uncertainty may be scary, staying stuck was no longer an option because the life I desired was MUCH bigger than what was holding me back.

That’s right. When I went through my first major shift in identity, I had finally had enough of feeling stuck. I wasn’t feeling aligned with my purpose and my soul was screaming at me to heal. I finally got serious about healing myself, so that I could help others along their journey. I didn’t know what was ahead for me, other than I knew that I needed to walk this path where ever it led me.

It was blind faith that led me along this path.

At first, my healing was finding my voice by starting a lifestyle blog. However, the topics were not completely aligned with my soul’s purpose and it showed. I was bored, and while there are helpful bits of knowledge and tips in each article I quickly needed more. I felt my soul calling me to go deeper so I could help people heal from a deeper level.

This is when I chose to explore mindset coaching. I knew that to start living a more soul-aligned life, I needed to look within to see what wasn’t aligning. With each healing step I took, my intuition got stronger. Slowly I was able to unearth enough barriers that were holding me down, and then heal with more courage to keep going. As the year progressed, I continued to be directed by my Divine Master Teachers and Archangels to keep going.

After a huge mindset barrier had been unearthed, my brain was left in a negative spiral and I was consumed with thoughts of being a victim. While trying to sort through how to stop this spiral, I was given the nudge by Archangel Sophia, The One Source Creator of All Creation to find the words within me to break free. These words that came through me at that moment helped me transmute the victim energy that was emprisoning me.

Words of empowerment that have both, a knowing value and worthiness to your life, affirm your willingness to release from all resistance you feel.

The powerful words I used that day sent healing energy waves flowing through me. This was a defining moment that ignited my journey to help others learn and use Shadow Alchemy as a tool to transform and transmute the toxic energy within them, into light energy.

I affirmed this value and worth within my life and my willingness to break free by speaking these words until I felt the courage and knowingness to speak them with confidence until I felt free. These are the words that helped free me from feeling like a victim.

I was victimized, but I am not a victim.

I am healing and growing as I am meant to.

I am exactly where I am meant to be, and growing and expanding as I am meant to do.

I am no longer feeling like a victim.

I empower myself to be and do exactly as I desire to be and do.

Past Life Gifts Being Received

As I continued healing more energy, one morning I felt a nudge to explore the next steps for my healing journey. It was then that I was introduced to my Divine Master Teacher, Saint Germaine. Over time while developing a relationship with him I discovered he was chosen to be my Master Teacher because of past life experiences we shared. He was sent to help me remember the knowledge and gifts I received during those life experiences.

I want you to know that each exploration and moment spent with Saint Germaine was him giving me information and then me exploring how I personally felt about it and trying to sort through how I felt about it being used in some way in this life. For me, it took weeks to feel comfortable enough to know the path ahead was of value. Not all transformations that this long, and there were many individual transformations that helped me move through the energy I was feeling. I gave myself the space to explore without judging or dismissing what it would or could bring for my future. Once I felt confident I had enough information to feel the value it might bring, I finally made the decision to take the step I was guided to take.

There are four definitive steps I take for each moment where balance is needed:

As I received nudges to explore, I allowed myself to use the warmth guiding me to soothe my own uncertainty.
With each knowledge or gift received, I allowed myself to feel into the value it might bring to my life and the value it brought to my other lives.
I empowered myself to face each moment where resistance to change was noticed and acknowledge while leaning on the loving support my Divine Guides, Master Teachers, and Archangels provided me during those moments, as I am willing to release whatever is necessary to move forward.
Then I celebrate and feel the creative energy I unlocked within myself as I know it was worthy of receiving. Allowing myself to wonder what I could create or how I could expand my life experiences with this knowledge or gift in this life.

I didn’t know the importance of my journey, and I’m humbled beyond words to express what I’m feeling. I’ve been a puddle and a blubbering mess trying to formulate the importance of my experiences and why they impact people on a deep healing level, even beyond what has been readily available to most people.

The Morning Meditation that Changed my Life

It was an early morning wake-up nudge from Archangel Sophia, The One Source Creator of All Creation to explore a gift that was waiting for me. Once I awoke, I was greeted by my Divine Master Teacher, Saint Germaine and he began helping me to understand the journey I was being asked to take. It was Divine Timing that I receive this knowledge from a past life I once had, as it was needed for my life experiences that my soul desired in this life. As a Divine Masculine Master Teacher, Saint Germaine knows that feeling into the value myself after receiving this information is extremely important. He was with me through every question and every emotion I felt. He helped me acknowledge those feelings so I could explore what was behind them.

It was scary to know I was going to embark on something that may take me down a path I didn’t remember and had absolutely no knowledge about it this life, up until then. However, the journey preparing me for that moment had many small transformations that prepared me for this life changing gift I was about to relearn. Somewhere along the way, I remember asking him to help me with the next step in my journey. He asked me if I was ready and I said yes. Again, blind faith in not knowing why or what was beyond.

He knew this was going to be a big decision and so he reconfirmed if I was sure that I wanted to learn what I was being asked to learn. I said yes.

I was tired of feeling lost and deep down, I knew this was going to help me and help others. So I anchored into Saint Germaine’s energy where he guided me along a spiritual journey, to receive teachings I once knew from another life.

When I arrived I was met by a brilliant bright being that was beautiful beyond words. What I didn’t realize at that moment, was that I was standing in Heaven, about to be taught energy healing directly from Archangel Metatron. Deep down, I wouldn’t have believed that someone like me could be blessed to be in this moment, yet somehow I was. Obviously, worthiness was yet to be realized but would be soon enough.

As I met with Archangel Metatron, he reminded me of the teachings I once had and how I used them. In this session, he showed me the chakras and how to see dense energy that is keeping the light energy from flowing through the chakras. He showed me how to clear the chakras and heal them using healing energy.

Before meeting Archangel Metatron, I had no knowledge of chakras or anything about their purpose. Again, blind faith. I now know that chakras are the energy centers within our bodies that are meant to help our bodies naturally move energy for healing, knowledge, and knowing how to live a heart centered and Soul-Aligned life.

When our chakras can’t process energy through them then they get stuck or clogged up with dense energy we were never intended to hold within our spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical bodies. This dense energy can impact our spiritual journey, mental wellbeing, emotional wellbeing, and not only our physical health but the physical experiences we are manifesting. Although the Divine Designed flow of energy was not intended to land in the physical body for stuck energy, the manipulations that were done when the Laws of the Universe were hijacked created opportunities for this to happen. Going forward healing for the physical from old stuck energy will become easier and you will be guided and supported to heal these energies naturally through the Divine healing energy flowing through these Laws of the Universe.

Before this morning, I had wondered why the method I use was a super-charged Reiki method of healing energy, yet by blind faith, I continued to follow my path as directed. Years ago I received a Reiki massage from a Reiki Practioner. I knew from that experience that Reiki was gentle and a powerful healing method. After relearning my gifts, I dug into Reiki and learned more about this healing modality.

Reiki is translated as Rei (Divine) Ki (Energy). It uses energy from the Divine to help heal spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical energies within each energetic body.

During a healing session, I was shown why the method I use in my healing sessions is powerful and life-transforming for people. I wondered why my healing sessions were more transformative at times than what other healers were capable of doing.

One of the other gifts I have that are directly connected to my soul’s purpose, is being able to accurately discern energy. When wondering about a healing experience I was shown that before I was incarnated I had received an upgrade to my gift for discerning energy. This upgraded gift allowed me to discern dark magic, curses, and deeply rooted generational patterns created from misaligned circumstances. Through being able to discern this energy within the energy being healed I was able to help direct the Divine healing energies for intentional healing: spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically.

People were suffering in their lives and living life with more struggle than they were ever intended to live. We are all energetic beings and when we are holding all of the dense energy within our bodies it becomes near impossible to manifest what we want to manifest in a positive way. We struggle to create a life we love when we are dealing with all of the pain, and trauma from not only our life but from our ancestors as well.

My blind faith revealed my path to reigniting a calling to be a healer. In short, I’m a humbled healer using Divine healing energy, along with the gifts given to me by our Divine Creators of All Creation. I have been blessed to learn in other lives and again in this life healing methods for transforming and transmuting the energy that is keeping people from ascending into higher vibrational energies.

By turning their dense energy into light energy their natural vibrational levels rise and they are finding it easier to manifest the lives they want to live.

I have been given this gift to help people literally have a fresh slate for their future journeys. To cleanse them from:

past pain, trauma, and transgressions in this life
generational pain, trauma, and beliefs that they inherited but kept them from healing
past life pain, trauma, and transgressions
and curses placed upon the family line unknowingly or knowingly

This energy is all transformed and transmuted using the Divine healing energy that was created to help you ascend and align with your higher purpose. By doing this people have an easier time healing and seeing old patterns that are holding them back. The pathways for them are clearer and they rise up to their higher purpose with the courage to shine their light, with love and compassion for all.

I don’t know why I was given this gift and there are times that I don’t feel worthy to hold it, but it is my honor to be this vessel the Divine has asked me to be. With courage and grace, I vow to continue to have blind faith and walk the path I have chosen. If you are reading this or listening to this today, I pray that you will find the courage to step out in faith and blindly follow your chosen paths using your own intuition and trust that you have in yourself. It truly has allowed me to be open and willing to be a vessel of love and light for all that need me.

May your paths be lit, and you feel the love supporting your journey!

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