Bull in a China Shop

An excited girl runs into the room trying to figure out the next thing to do and wanting desperately to get approval, just to be told amongst the whirlwind of her being that she is acting like a bull in a china shop. This is the martyr journey of a future sainthood trying to be found. Will the timing of such be honored and explored within a summer season in child-like curiosity?

I’d like you to consider allowing yourself to do so.

Recently when exploring the term martyr I was shown an ox running into a china shop knocking things over. This was after I was shown the Lord guiding the ox energy in a dual to try and break new ground.

An ox is a bull castrated to make them more “worker friendly” removing their ability to procreate or create life within a future. The purpose of this is to limit the testosterone reproduction within the bull.

Is the bull in life creating a limitation within how you create in life, or how creative you are?

How frail do you feel in these moments? A healthy testosterone level in any gender stabilizes mood, cognition, how a person responds socially, structural health and wellbeing, and supports the balancing capability in being able to digest life allowing the breath of life and your value and worth messages lift up and repair aspects of structures. Breakdown the aspects limiting the energetic flow.

When creative energy is limited, there could be an accumulation of built up energy trying to protect or isolate value and worth messages over a longer time period. How safe you feel and your sensitivity to forceful movement impacts the balancing habits and patterns within your life. The health and wellbeing of messages signaling energy surrounding the structural backbone of boundaries and structural integrity within your life. When the knowing creative energy is there but the direction is unknown the direction for Guidance is within a First Trumpet and/or a First Bowl. As time progresses and the journey continues other trumpets or bowls within specific natures may apply.

The ox usually is trained to carry loads or burdens over a distance, dragging behind them. They were used to operate machines also. When working to harvest your abundance and receive your nourishment, don’t forget to honor this as a tithe within your life.

Ox when working together in the fields had a yoke to help join them together. This is within servitude, and to help with a bond to help do the work together. It was placed upon the shoulders so in reference to a hand in marriage, please ensure the Lord is guiding so the weight and directions don’t have you feeling like you are carrying the world upon those shoulders.

The Bull

A bull is known for strength, and sure-footedness. It was often asked of the Lord to be offered within a sacrifice for a burnt offering, which is a meal for a fellowship within different experiences. For our personal journey the bull within us is our strength and ability to be sure-footed in confidence we can find within knowing whom we are and enjoying the journey. The offerings in tithes from our inner fire in nourishment within our life is there, within this journey, for ourselves and others to enjoy.

When limiting creative natures for our inner bull energy, we may create challenges within life; dampening the spirit within into a more docile ox energy instead of a bull.

The China Shop

A china shop is often thought of a store selling porcelain or bone china. Porcelain is a mix of feldspathic rock and white china clay baked. The clay feet in the book of Daniel come to mind in the Sainthood journey.

Bone china is from bone ash, typically bovine. The burnt offering of a bone from bovine is symbolic of the bull burnt offering. The use of the china to help us receive nourishment is yet another layer of symbolism.

Bone represents structure in creation design and the feet represent our ability to know the value of the flow of movement within life, and the strength of rising up, upon a foundation.

If we are looking to seek new structure to be forged, we are seeking a creative way to receive nourishment due to a lack or impoverishment.

Take the Bull by the Horns

Horns are a form of communication the Lord used in symbolism within the Old Testament to bring people together and to let them know when to move in the direction provided to a Saint. Taking the bull by the horns could be a way for us to say, Lord show me the way, my inner bull is lost.

The Martyr Journey

Within the spiritual community one may observe others battling and trying to slice people’s illusions against their choice. The harm and chaos that may arise is bloodshed often a martyr is willing to die for. The battles create the burdens but if the journey is more peaceful, then the death can be laying to rest the patterns that cause the chaos. One may want to consider the ox aspect of what was done to a bull energy with the person over their life span(s). The new bull energy is one the nurture upon a rock, knowing there is a large emotional connection worthy of honoring. When one has the timing off within their execution of the Divine Actions given to them, they could appear to come across like a bull in a china shop.

Martyr is often depicted as one that is willing to die for a cause, such as for religious beliefs.

What if the death part of this description was being willing to have Guidance help slay the illusions of a belief or the emotional connection you were willing to not have anymore, so you could rise up once more? This is the journey of Psalm 23, the valley of the shadow of death. When the great sword is used to slice open what you don’t want to be tricked by any longer, the valley will help you put it to rest for the abundance of nourishment waiting for you.

Martyr in Greek is also a witness. A witness is one with experience observing and may have been within such experience before.

“Mar”, in Aramaic and Hebrew, honoring Saints within a ‘my Lord’ or ‘my Lady’. Mar can also mean distort, deform, wreck, ruin, scuff, unmake, and ruin in Greek. This is the path without Guidance and the Saint is known to help you by slicing the surface intention to help you find the path to righteousness once more. There is emotional energy usually within this, which also fits a meaning for sea or a pool of water.

“tyr” in Danish, means bull. In Latin, it is a new recruit, novice, or young soldier from tyro or tiro. The Greek tyre is a prosperous city in Biblical times but also represents rock.

Fighting in a battle doesn’t need to be, but the inner spirit may find battles when the shadow aspects of self are realized. The horns of the bull, don’t need to shed blood of another. The communication through the horns leading you can lead you on a beautiful journey in righteousness. The Saints are helping support the new or novice find the rock so they have a road worthy of walking.

The bull in a china shop is just a someone exited about something new in life and they are seeking structure to be forged into something beautiful for themselves and many others to receive nourishment in abundance, and through many abundant moments.

No disparagement is needed to limit the creative energy flowing within their inner bull energy. Please do not castrate the creative energy in those moments. The timing is there trying to find the path of what their inner spirit is trying to find. This knowledge for this saying is there for everyone: man, woman, and child. Nourish the creative energy within you and find the structures to forge along the rock laid before you. You will find those moments to slice through the illusions of what blocked them before and rise up to be your own unique self.

There is no “bull” within bull energy if you trust yourself. Recognize the bull in a china shop moments and trust yourself to lean into Guidance. Your support is there and the pathways are always there for you, trust in this.